Saturday, Jul. 18, 2015 - 6:02 p.m.

I suppose it is almost a year since my brother died. I don't miss the stupid bullshit, but it is still strange to realize he isn't out there somewhere. One thing I have noticed is that I am now totally willing to give money to homeless people. Before I had reservations-- should I, shouldn't I. Now I just do, and I feel like it's because of him even though he was never fully homeless. And if he were here today I wouldn't want to give him a cent. Odd how these things work.

I was going to say something else but I have to go make sure I doesn't fall asleep.

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