Wednesday, Oct. 12, 2016 - 11:43 a.m.

Got the first psychologist appointment for Q today. Having heard so many stories about clueless psychologists ("a girl? Not autistic. Making eye contact? Not autistic.") I don't know what to expect.

Busyness coming up: papermaking conference in Santa Fe next week! I am excited and anticipating mental discomfort. I am always blase about future mental discomfort in the service of the greater goals, until I am actually immersed in it and then I am paralyzed. Oh well, do my best. "But these are all art professors it'all be intimidating!" "you live with a professor, bfd."

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