Saturday, Nov. 05, 2016 - 8:53 p.m.

I am so sick of being around people all the time. I can't take it any more. And I was absolutely right, my worst fears before becoming a parent. I turn into a mean-ass bitch when I am fed up. And not in that good "stern mom" way. I mean that "verbally abusive and emotionally unavailable" way. I take it back, I'm not cut out for this. The truth is I think a lot of things I don't say. But just thinking it takes a lot out of me. Kind of hating my life right now. I can't keep up with the house work. I can't keep myself centered and sane. I can't get the kids what they need. I can't get J what he needs. I can't do anything.

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