Friday, Jan. 26, 2018 - 4:20 p.m.

I ended up having a big tantrum, call it what you will, threw my new phone and fucked it up. U just kept coming in and out of the room when I was trying to get e to sleep (down for the night early, which I really needed!) and I lost my shit utterly.

Today I'm back using my spiderwebbed phone.

Trying to finish up the greed piece. I liked it so much in concept and ordered the special paper for it and now am having to face the reality that I'm not loving it as much as I thought I would. Now a-panic because I need a new plan if I am not letting them down for the show in a week. I mean, this one is ok but not what I had envisioned.

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