Saturday, Mar. 31, 2018 - 5:36 p.m.

Just got into a huge fight with my mother. I am in so much emotional pain right now. I think I’m not ready to process it here.

Gaslighted. Worthless. I am the one with the problems. Can’t talk. Yelling. Always attack. I ALWAYS DEFEND. Angry, so angry. Always have been angry. True. Why. Discounted and dismissed, not supported. How can I say that?! You’re doing it right now, discounting my complaints instead of thinking about them. Go home and thInk about it.

Q is terrified. She tells mom I get so scary when I’m mad.

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