Monday, Sept. 30, 2019 - 12:32 p.m.

I’m home again. I have the boys with me, the flight was fine.

I am immediately sad. Having thrown away all the rotting vegetables, checked the house for small fires and bug infestations, made a grocery list and sat down and. Crying. Everything I wanted seems impossible again.

Hope this is just a mood drop from the good feels of my trip. I don’t like it.

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