Thursday, Jul. 16, 2020 - 6:27 p.m.

Yesterday I had decided against the OnlyFans after all. Now today am on the fence about it. If I tell myself I don’t have to do it, that I can be however inconsistent I want and quit at any time, it makes it easier to want to. Still don’t know what I’ll settle on.

Took photos this morning, Early afternoon, early evening. Only this morning’s turned out ok. One from early afternoon almost did. Then the ones from early evening we’re all seriously underexposed. This is frustrating business, it really is. The learning curve is not as steep as I would like it to be. Tell me I haven’t plateaued at “meh”.

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