Tuesday, Aug. 18, 2020 - 11:23 a.m.

I am thinking about ordering paper for my book now. I’m not sure what kind. White is boring but speckled will interfere with the prints.

I’m afraid I will do it and it will be too handmade and low budget and weird for anyone to want.
I’m afraid I won’t like how it’s turned out but won’t know how to make it better.
I’m afraid the printing will just look cheap and will detract from the object.

I can’t not do it because I am afraid of these things. I need to try, and to improve, and to make it how I want it. I am in charge of it and I can make it how I want it.

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