Saturday, Sept. 19, 2020 - 10:01 a.m.

A friend of mine had something up about blah blah idk caring for yourself, caring for others, caring for your community. So I thought yeah ok that sounds good I’ll go to my coffee shop on a Saturday like I used to except it’s too crowded there was nowhere to sit people were everywhere. I went to the river walk that’s right there and am sitting on a bench eating this food I don’t want trying not to have a meltdown or panic attack or whatever the fuck it is and I suppose this means my self care routines need a good rethink because this is the opposite

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