Tuesday, Apr. 30, 2019 - 6:56 p.m.

There was an incident yesterday in which my mom spanked e while I was out. He was being difficult, as he can, I don’t deny it. But I’m not happy and she ain’t gonna change. So I guess I don’t get to leave the house on J’s next trip because I don’t feel she can handle them appropriately on her own. She’s going to be insulted. I don’t know what else to do.

I was in a good mood this morning and now I’m not. I don’t want to get out of bed.

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