Sunday, Mar. 04, 2018 - 8:06 a.m.

I ate pasta last night and the weight free fall paused as a result. I expect that’s probably a good thing, but I’m also a little disappointed and worried that this means it’s all over and I won’t lose more. All of which makes me worry I’m heading into eating disorder territory, which I have never done before. I am a bit wary of it and don’t want to think that because I haven’t, I therefore can’t. My life and mind are different now, with new issues and stressors, so if anyone hears me saying anything that worries them about it, please call me on it.

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