Saturday, Oct. 24, 2015 - 9:20 a.m.

I want to do art shows again so bad. Been spending the last few days in creative manic mode, where I am filled with ideas and frustration that I can't just work until I have it all out of my system. The cyanotypes. Got the hang of coating the paper, went and collected some leaves and stuff, and then had a big creative block where I just couldn't arrange them into anything like what j had accomplished in my imagination at 3:30 am.

I will persevere. I still think it's the right direction now. I will find my voice.

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