Saturday, Jan. 11, 2020 - 5:24 p.m.

At IKEA. Stressed out because there are cars waiting to park and we’re just sitting here in the car, half of us. I hate it. I would drive but there’s nowhere to go. The 2 older kids are fixated on climbing on top of the car WHY WHY THE FUCK.

Then we have to go to dinner.

We get to the point on a big day out where I am done, done as done can be and THEN I still have to sit through a big family dinner at a restaurant with probably U meltdowns to manage.

My feet are stressing me out. Being in closed shoes all day bothers me.

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