Thursday, Aug. 04, 2022 - 7:54 p.m.

I’ve actually been feeling pretty good after the first day or so of overwhelm. I’m not sure which direction the causality goes, but some combination of brain chemicals being good, good rest, the more challenging child not being here at the moment, getting things done… it’s okay. I still am behind a bit but not feeling miserable about it anyway.
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Wrote that this morning but my youngest child has put an end to my feeling decent and now I feel like myself again, in despair under 2 tons of shit.

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