Monday, Jul. 17, 2023 - 9:50 p.m.

Ordered a Sakura solid paint stick in fluorescent pink to see how it works on this old dress of mine I found in the closet here. It’s black with small white polka dots and pink trim. One of my dresses for my bridal showers. I’m going to ruin it and I haven’t quite decided how, but it’s gonna happen. I really like the dress but it’s 2 sizes too big and I haven’t worn it in nearly 20 years, so if I want to scribble on it that’s my business, right??? I don’t really want to fuck it up, but I can’t let the fear of that stop me.

Not the fear of, “what should I write? What should I write?”

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