Friday, Sept. 22, 2023 - 9:19 a.m.

Yes, the low tide phase has hit and the small amount of frustration I’m experiencing from not having the next phase of my artwork go completely totally smoothly and having to put effort in is causing me some trouble. I want to persevere through it. The problem is the “Oh never mind” feels so authentic.

I also could just lay in bed all day not talking to anyone pretty happily. The urge to withdraw from everything. What if when it’s time for my calligraphy class, I don’t care anymore?

On the list of things I want is also gardening stuff. Nice large pots. Hydroponic stuff. Uly’s is doing so well. I could grow all the basil and varieties of mint I want.

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